A Little Snack
Peeling an orange is
inevitably
A sticky business.
There are no two ways around it.
On the tree, once they are a solid anaranjado hue,
It is hard to tell
ripe from sour.
With a slight tug or
how many turns of the stem is it?
The fruit should just fall off
If it's reached it’s peak.
A tree lit up with fruit in various
stages of completeness.
Each sphere contemplating how much more
strain it can bear.
Gravity is not a force to be reckoned with.
Not even the most perfect orange can disobey.
The ground below is a dizzying
fall from grace.
Peering down through tangled leaves and gnarled branches
they anticipate their fate.
For the lower hanging fruit the story is different,
at any moment impatient hands
might snatch it
prematurely.
I take my chances, after squeezing a few and
Pull.
In the kitchen
I remember the little plastic Pampered Chef tool.
I rediscovered it when we moved.
Did I put it with the garlic press and melon baller?
(everyone knows a knife and a spoon will do the job too)
I use it to start the peel in an
effort not to fill up my short, unmanicured nails.
In elementary school the imposing janitor was the
cafeteria bouncer.
Paunchy, bald and well over 6ft tall
He had a special tool of his own.
Hanging from his pants on a large ring
Amid the keys for the ball closet and the restroom paper towel dispensers
It too was used to “start oranges”.
He carved the peel like a Jack-o-lantern if you were
lucky.
I wasted entire lunches
waiting, arm held up high, flailing, in the air
(despite the throngs of kids screaming
“me, me, me”
I was following the rules)
If only to be recognized.
The pith on this orange is so thick;
Naked, wrinkled, white
orb without its jacket.
I abandon the tool and
resort to my hands.
Attempting, gingerly, to spread the fruit apart
starting at the top separating the hemispheres.
It does not
split evenly.
I pry it into smaller wedges
removing the edible sections
Indiscriminately now
Tearing with fingers and teeth,
Liquid stickiness trickling down both wrists and chin.
Nothing comes apart
cleanly or evenly
and isn't this the point?
Shouldn't there be required pondering with dismantling,
separation and destruction?
Each bite a subtle explosion,
A quenching little mouthful
quickly devoured.
I press my body
against the counter
leaning in over the
sink.
Drip... drip... drip
Oranges are not for multi-taskers
papers, pens, books or iPhones will not
come through unscathed.
With single-minded focus
I notice the symmetry of each tiny
juice-filled pouch
thousands lined up
perfectly held together,
with nothing more than the
thinnest of skin.
As an afterthought I want to share with you.
Calling loudly through the house
I beckon you to the kitchen,
away from whatever was gripping your attention.
This last bite,
Product of my juicy labors;
Token of my affection.
You appear,
but do not share my enthusiasm
looking scornfully at my outstretched gift.
I encourage you to
“open wide”
You don’t even have to get your hands sticky.
You turn to leave,
but I momentarily keep you with my
sweet
sticky
lips.
Aw...oranges, especially Navels. The story of my life involves orange trees serving as witnesses to the various moments that have been meaningful to me. Two springs ago, my father passed away and the sweet scent of orange blossoms was so dense in the air. I read this at my father's rosary...."When I arrived in West Covina last Friday, the air was filled with the scent of sweet orange blossoms. It was a familiar scent that lingered in the air and as a child I took it for granted. It was what signaled the arrival of many things to come: new leaves, baby birds, tall green grasses, young love...new beginnings. It is so very appropriate that my father is beginning a new life, with God, in the spring, guided by the sweet scent of orange blossoms...."
ReplyDeleteI still miss that big beautiful orange tree that used to thrive in my front yard of the very first house I ever owned.
Thanks for the beautiful poem, Rebecca.
Deanna
Thank you so much Deanna, for sharing your reaction. What beauty you brought to your father's service! It is that connection to the sensory experience of the seemingly mundane objects and experiences of everyday life, that when we reflect back are touchstones, connecting life events throughout our entire journey. Smell is so much a part of it tapping into that primal part of our brains, it makes so much sense from a neurological standpoint, why these memories are so salient. I so appreciate your feedback!
ReplyDeleteSo many memories that seem to have included orange trees in one way or another. Orange blossoms are the best, though. Here in Cambria, there are no orange trees and I genuinely miss the scent of them, but, just this morning, I ate a really incredible orange for breakfast (from A.G.). I know where to find them...heh, heh, heh.
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